Every now and then I stop and ask myself the simple question – what am I trying to achieve with X in my life (X being anything from a simple one day occurrence to a important future milestone) I think it’s important to evaluate things and perhaps even learn why you choose to do certain things in life.
Of course life is rarely paved by a chosen path, often we end up carrying ourselves to distant places by people we meet, friends we greet, by the things we feel. It’s okay to end up somewhere. Everything would end up being boring if every move would be met with a calculated decision.
So today I ended up thinking about what am I trying to achieve with this Vanity Card – project. Truth is I never had a plan for this, it was created to vent some of my anger, disappointment, humor, laugh and love. The whole spectrum of life itself.
What it turned out in the end.. I’m not so sure. Perhaps you can lend your eyes and opinion to me? For what it’s worth, it has been worth of my time if someone found a smile between the lines I wrote here.
As I am cutting costs nowadays (due to being jailed to house mortgage the next 25 years) I am leaving this site for a complete overhaul period, definition unknown.
I know that I have a lot of thoughts to process everyday and nowadays I seem to be too busy with juggling work, relationships, studying and having fun somewhere in the middle, I have no future plans to run the Vanity Card project. The snail slow pace of creating new cards has told this tale to last remaining readers a long time ago.
This is no end, not a goodbye.
You can always (and should) follow me on Instagram and see pieces related to my make-believe poetry project “The Great Compendium of Love and Whatnot”.
I wish you the happiest year of 2019 and Merry Christmas!
Before you say anything, I must stand on trial and admit that I am guilty of not writing any update here for ages. Today Facebook randomly informed me that I have not published anything for 125 days and it hit me – my life has changed almost completely in the past four months and I have been way too silent about it.
So here is a small recap what happened.
First of all, I learned many various life lessons from my travels in Europe. Life is short. Known fact, yet many think that they live forever. Best possible option is to start aiming higher and focus on your own ambitions in life; what makes you smile, what gives you strength to wake up in the morning, what gives you a purpose.
I enrolled into University of Applied Sciences to study IT and perhaps gain a foothold in an industry that is still growing and evolving on the various fields it offers. I have dreams to one day weave entertaining stories and characters into personal driven game experiences. I have a lot of thoughts and plots to be deployed into the market.
I had a lot of personal baggage from my past and the long dark years had made it difficult to search for someone special. Someone who understands who I am and what I seek from this crazy thing called life. Nevertheless I decided it was time to make conscious moves to start dating people and get exposed for possible heart breaks.
For my astonishment it didn’t take very long before I ran into this one beautiful, amazing and incredibly hilarious woman that stole the very beating thing under my chest. I have now learned to smile again. You know what feeling is the best in the world? To know that someone accepts and loves you just the way you are.
With this newly acclaimed happiness, I feel like I can do so much more in life.
One more change that happened – I did this one huge money contract with bank where I gave up almost everything I had and now I own a apartment. Well, the bank still owes it technically but I am paying a huge chunk of money every month so I can hang around naked in the apartment. Anyone want to come help me hang my curtains? Or help hang my paintings together? No? Shiii.
In all shortness, I am not sure how I will continue to update my site here in GeorgeCarcain.com – I do update my Instagram with small written pieces every now and then. But perhaps I have to open my thought tank and let it spill freely here on the web as well. I am also wondering about starting to write in Finnish once again..
Summer, I hope you arrive soon! I have many plans for you..
There are always plenty of surprises when you travel. Most of the surprises are usually bad apples but when our feet touched the ground at Ostrava we were up for a treat.
There are always plenty of surprises when you travel. Most of the surprises are usually bad apples but when our feet touched the ground at Ostrava we were up for a treat. Truthfully I did not have high expectations for Ostrava as the main reason we decided to visit the city was our lousy butt muscles. The train travel time would have been roughly seven hours if we had taken direct connection from Prague to Krakow, Poland. The fine city of Ostrava met us in the middle.
The hotel we picked was the best we’ve had so far – the owners wanted to pick us up from the train station so we had zero hassle with luggage. Hence we were able to get our classic people holding a sign with our names on it – moment on our trip. Ten minute car trip and we received keys to our hotel room. For our surprise the room was actually a whole apartment with separate bedroom, living room and a open kitchen space. Would have been awesome to spend a longer time with this kind of apartment setup but we only stayed two nights here. So we decided to make the most of it!
Ostrava did not have many wonderful sights to visit so we ended up visiting the local watch tower and stroll around the city. The entrance fee was minimal and the height was reached via elevator. The views were pretty sweet but unfortunately the safety fence ruined the Kodak moment. Other option was to steer your camera lens through the safety net and risk dropping your phone. Mission accomplished!
Our host dropped us back to railway station and we were off to our final destination of the Europe trip, Krakow. It felt sort of sentimental to hop off from the last train and understand that your not boarding a train anymore. The only thing left is to experience this city and all that it offers – then fly back to homeland. I was kind of scared of how long it would take to adjust back to the normal day-to-day life. I wanted to hide that thought to the back of my head for now.
I can only say that Krakow was a delight and there were so many things to see and explore. As we knew that our flight out of Krakow to Helsinki would be a really early one (7 AM or something), we decided to visit the concentration camp of Auschwitz-Birkenau on first day in town and explore the city on the last one.
I am sure most of you have watched the documentaries and read about the concentration camp of Auschwitz-Birkenau but you only get a glimpse to the torture, destruction and slaughter of innocents. When you actually land your feet on the ground and walk through that gate with the innocent looking railroad tracks..
You read the informative boards, stories of survivors, events that occurred and the actions that were lashed upon innocent souls. Just the first one you read after walking through the gate gives you a solid punch in the gut:
Immediately after getting off the train, the Jews were ordered to line up into two columns, one of women and children and the other of men. Each column was subjected to “selections” by SS doctors and medical orderlies, there and then on the ramp: the strong and the healthy were separated from the old, the sick, and children. People selected as fit for work were sent to the camp. The others, usually 70 to 75 percent of a transport, were sent to be murdered in the gas chambers.
Of course nowadays the place is only a shadow of the horror it used to be.
I believe it’s best just to look at the pictures and let them do the talking.
“On October 7, 1944, members of the Sonderkommando – the special detachment of Jewish prisoners who were forced to empty the gas chambers after a mass gassing and undertake the burning of the corpses – organized the only armed revolt that ever took place at Auschwitz. They succeeded in destroying Gas Chambers and Crematorium IV. More than 450 heroic prisoners who took part in the revolt were murdered by the SS, either during the revolt itself or subsequently for the purpose of retaliation.”
It was a long, hard day and made me really grateful for the things we take for granted. Freedom of speech, freedom of own choices and actions. Freedom to live life as we see fit. The next morning was the last day of our long trip and we spent it wondering around the city center of Krakow. Last few remaining sightseeing moments flew by and the remaining time was spent hunting down some souvenirs for the folks at home.
There we have it.
The journey through Europe was finished the next day with a flight via Amsterdam to Helsinki. So many thoughts, stories and memories. Great laughs. Truthfully there is plenty to tell about and perhaps I will share some of these memories later in my website.
As all of you might now, I am finishing this travel diary almost three months late as I have been extremely with life in general – going back to work and actually passing a entrance exam for another study program. In 2018 I am going to expand into a whole new territory in the work department.
All I can say for now is the fact that my traveling days are not finished.
For everyone thinking about taking a short vacation to forget the workload waiting at home, Prague is a well deserved choice. The price level is quite low compared to Finland, the Public transportation works almost flawlessly and the city has plenty to offer for a long or short time visitor.
Once again a river (this time it’s Vltava) flows through the city and the views are way spectacular as a result. Large flocks of swans swim in the river and taddle into the beach to eat breadcrumbs from tourists. Large open deck boats pass through each others and the tourists keep waving to strangers at bay.
For someone who appreciates quality drinks from beer to wine, there are plenty of options to choose from. Praha and it’s outskirts are home to many Chezch breweries. Buying drinks from the local market won’t hurt your wallet as one beer usually costs about 20 koruna (less than one euro)
We spent four nights in Prague and our daytrips consisted of visiting the famous Bone church in Kutna Hora, spending one day walking in the Prague city center and last day we took a journey to the Prague Castle. As our wifi was the worst we ever experienced, we spent plenty of time adventuring.
The bone church of Sedlenc resides in the town of Kutna Hora, most easily reached by local train. Travel time to Kutna Hora is roughly 50 minutes so I advice you to bring your headphones for a good ol’ jolly time. As we were traveling in the low season we got a whole traveling cabin for ourselves. Easy living. From the train station you can either walk 1.3 kilometer to the church or pay roughly 50 cent to hop on a bus.
The bone church is not a large attraction but rather a shocking one. The inside of the church is decorated with the bones of 4000 people. The church dates back to the middle ages and there is also open display for skulls of men who fought in the wars. Medieval weaponry made horrific damage to one’s skull and the survival rate from a strike was almost always zero. I recommend a visit there!
The Prague Castle is also worth mentioning for. You take this large steep rise of stairs to the top and you can see the whole skyline of Prague from the top. There are metal detection gates and a lot of police/army guarding the castle so it’s wise to leave large bags at the hotel. Less hassle and makes the entry and exit way easier.
I will probably write a more extensive entry on Prague when I have arrived back to Finland. The thought of returning back to home still feels like a odd dejavu dream in back of my head. But all adventures must end. That doesn’t stop planning for a new one! Next stop will be city of Ostrava, can’t wait!
As the World War II slowed down after the Germany’s surrender in 1945, the infamous war crimes were uncovered from the shadows and the troubling news were read from all over the world. Justice had to be served. Court of justice was established in the German city of Nürnberg and sentences were given in what the world would later call the Nürnberg trials.
Before the World War II the city of Nürnberg had been the epicenter of the Nazi party and the largest and most important Nazi rallies had been held there. As a conclusion it was a fitting end to sentence the Nazi war criminals in the same city where it all had started.
I was particularly curious how Nürnberg and its citizens had progressed from the heavy shadows of it’s past. Maybe it was the fact that I knowingly tried to compare Nürnberg to my earlier visits in Germany, the ambiance was different. A bit colder, a bit rougher, a bit darker. Nevertheless strangers felt friendly as always.
As we only spent day and a half in Nürnberg, we had to make choices what to see. So we picked the city center and the Nurenberg castle near it for a day trip. Truthfully the city is not a tourist sensation, at least in the end of September. But that didn’t bother us at all as the local population kept the city busy.
The city centre was not a large one and you were able to walk from end to end in fifteen minutes. The river Pegnitz split the city center in two sides which enabled us to take a couple of bridge shots. The color of water has been fascinating to watch through Europe as it changes a lot. In Switzerland the water was light blue as in Nürnberg the water was deep green.
The Nurenberg castle was located at the edge of the city center and the road leading to the castle was a steep one! Well, not horrible for a normal sized person but for me it was literally a small uphill battle. However every climb so far on my journey through Europe has been rewarded with great views of the city. This one was pretty neat if you don’t count how many cranes there are in the horizon!
Anyhow the city of Nürnberg gave us a fresh experience of a smaller town in Germany. Perhaps there is more going on during the high season? Please do leave comments if you have first hand knowledge. Next journal will be from the city of Prague, Chezch Republic.
The first thing that comes to my mind when Munich is mentioned – Oktoberfest. We met friendly folks dressed in traditional Bauern clothing the very second we stepped into metro. Beer was shared, women were dressed to perfection and everyone was having fun. Except us as we were struggling to move our luggage to our hotel. Fun had to wait a bit longer.
I have to rant a bit about showers in german hotels – do they plan them for goblins or humans? Once again the struggle was real as I did not fit to squeeze into the shower and even my friend lost his mind trying to turn in the damn thing. Small showers seem to be a thing in Germany. Please do correct me if I’m wrong.
Change of clothes and we were off to Oktoberfest. Security was tough as anyone would expect these days. Bags were not allowed and everyone had to open their jackets before entering. Then we were met with amusement park rides and small shops offering all kinds of snacks, drinks, grill food and of course beer. The biggest breweries had their own houses where you could reserve tables. As we came late the most places where packed full.
Luckily we found a empty table from outside and sat down. Drink maidens came to take orders and we were set. At first we were surprised that the beer cost 10,90 per pint but then we realized it was a 1 litre (0.26 gallons) pint. I can safely say you don’t have to order many times to get drunk. For us two per person was enough!
To counter the fun we had, we went to the Dachau concentration camp memorial next day to respect the dead and those who had to endure horrific acts under Nazi rule. We spent a lenghty three hours there and afterwards I felt really sad. So many souls lost for one bitter mans idealogy.
The Dachau concentration camp held estimately 206 000 “persons of interest” that were sent to concentration camp as “precaution”. One thing that separates Dachau from other concentration camps was the fact that the gas room was built but not used for total extermination. Victims lost their lifes due to fatigue from work, hunger and diseases.
After Hitlers power started to fade by the invading allied countries, the US army arrived to Dachau and liberated the camp from the german eliye SS soldiers. Thus ending the torture of thousands of innocent lifes. After the surrender of Germany in 1945 many high profile SS-commanders and soldiers were put on trial in Nürnberg for their war crimes.
Hence the next destination for us will be the city of Nürnberg. The main location for the Nazi party and the Nazi Nurenberg rally parties held annually before the dawn of World War II. I wonder how the city is nowadays, living with the shadows of the dark past? Report coming soon! Good night!
There is nothing better in life than having low expectations about something then being blown out your mind with the results. For me Salzburg was one of those cities I had not heard before. Might just be a hole in my personal knowledge but I must confess that I’ll definitely return here sometime. Perfect place for 4-7 day trip.
What I suggest is that you purchase the Salzburg card from the main railway stations travel office, it will save you money and makes traveling way easier as the card includes free public transportation in the city. In high season the card costs 27€ and in low season 24€. You might think that is high cost but once you add up the places you might want to visit, half of the activities will be free.
Purchasing the card was no brainer for me and my friend as we wanted to experience the cable cars activities. Only the Unterberg cable car to top of the mountain and back cost 24€. It is only one of the roughly 65 places you can experience with the Salzburg card. Believe me, you won’t think about twice after seeing below photos.
Amazing, huh? The air was crystal clear there and the views all around the mountain make you want to spend there time as much as possible. When you finally land back to the ground zero you will feel so small. So you might as well explore the old town of Salzburg. Compact and packed with boutiques, shops and restaurants, it’s fun to walk around and see where you end up. We ourselves ended up to eat tasty Salzburg burger from a local famous snack grill where even the president of Austria likes to eat out.
Now it’s time to say hello to Germany again and end up in München. Oktoberfest lured us here but there is plenty more things to explore than just lederhosen and big jugs (of delicious beer, that is). Have a great night!